Saturday, December 17, 2022

Drove to Teban and west coast

I drove my car to Teban and west coast. Finally after 4 mths, beside bukit panjang, drove back Teban - the first place we rented back in 2013 to Mar 2015.

I fulfilled my promise - i took him back to our places.

Wednesday, December 14, 2022

LG

I dreamt of him recently. Every night I had dreams, some where I could still remember and other forgotten.

Recently I thought of asking him where is he at. A few nights ago, 梦见他。在一个夜里,一条马路上,他说他不能跟我说他在哪里。

I remembered if I have some vexing questions, I will subsequently go on to dream about him answering me.

Some questions i have, whether he haa received the items I burnt for him. Which places does he want me to bring him to. Is there anything else he wants me to do.

Tuesday, December 13, 2022

More Singtel

I decided to put the monies eft behind by my LG into buying singtel. Bought 15k shares. 

Whatever I have left are my own savings. Which i can spend without remorse.

人情淡薄,his daughter KY whatapped me to ask about when his bank monies will be distributed. Such shamelessness. When LG is around, refused to return his msg and see him for the last time when he was discharged. 

Such utter shamelessness. Putting this down so that I do not forget what kind of persons they are, and to distance myself from them.

Saturday, December 10, 2022

No surgery

Had been coughing since last fri. Then in a bid to cure my cough, took otc meds. But alas, on 6th dec - the day of my scheduled surgery, i had other symptons - blocked nose, fever and cough. Docs rescheduled the surgery to 5 Jan. I remembered I was sick and hungry, so rushed home to eat a bread and coffee before walking over to the malay gp clinic. 

All in all, took 4 days mc with 2 trips to the gp, as was feeling quite sick on tues to fri. Am a bit better on sat and today.

3 more weeks to my surgery, need to get well.

Sunday, December 4, 2022

Surgery

Tmr is my surgery. Not sure if it will proceed as I have a lingering cough the last few days.

Hope for the best. If I dont survive, means it is destined and LG came. So be it. I have arranged all my stuff - will, LPA etc.

Wish me luck.

I don't have to do anything