weird dream

Yesterday finally completed the erhu performance. Glad it was over. Could go back to my chill days.

went to slp around 9pm plus. woke up three times. i vividly rem a dream. I dramt YS came back (dunno was it from recovery or what) and we were all in a very big house with land. Then YS was like reluctant to stay and I got mad (as usual) as I interpreted he wants to leave me, so I said ok, would throw all the junk in the house away. Think the junk was accumulated by him or something. Well he was unmoved and was gone. 

in my anger, as I was cleaning out the stuff in the very big squarish house, I found YS at the back of the house sitting down on the floor, dressed in a white and red striped shirt. Either he was drinking or just sitting down idly. I walked over and had a talk with him, I mentioned a few things we went thru and like we reconciled. Then  we went back to the house where I told him only myself was living in. then we opened a room and all my mum, sisters and even wj was there. then i woke up, it was 3am.

not v sure what this meant. anyway will try to find maybe some furniture plus red/white shirt for him this coming anniversary 

xb

seeing a blindbox with a white dog and a banana reminded me of a scene where J came to stay at my place in sep 2024 and she shared and teased xb with a banana. hilarous and sad now to think of it

Bad bout of indigestion and double menses

Documenting this down so can refer to, in future.

Had a bad episode of indigestion yesterday during work. Was also experiencing my 2nd menses in July.

Health is not good, maybe it is a sign.

Last indigestion was in KL in Feb when I overate. There was also an episode when I experienced gastric while sleeping.

My last double menses was in April/May.

This week another erhu week

Will be performing in an erhu performance this sun. Need go for erhu rehearsal on thurs no matter what it takes. 

Maybe gg out with G this wed. 

Chill, I had accomplished fully paying up my house. Noted was able to sleep better these few nights but I am having my second menses in a month. Taking tranxemic acid to manage it.

Nothing is on my wishlist. Nothing, just going through daily motion, enjoying time with family.

Title deed

The title deed is finally in my hands, one thing less on my mind. I could go in peace if anything bad happens.

Fully paid my bank loan of 293k in 5 years. Never thought I would see this but I am debt free. Will pass it to my sis for safekeeping because if anything happens, the flat goes to them.

Recovering from flu

Am back to work today. Down with flu for past 2 weeks plus. I hope my flu does not get worsen by my ofc aircon.

Health is wealth. Remind myself everyday I may not live tomorrow. Be grateful and content.

What do I want? Nothing. I have everything. Just want my family to be healthy and happy.

Sick

Started to feel sick when going to KL from genting. Then when feeling better, I went for erhu rehearsal only to worsen my flu. Following day, went with family to JB and nearly died. My flu worsened.

In the end, bought some otc meds and i stayed home on sat and today. Today am feeling beta just that still got alot of phelgm.