Wwm sunk more mula into it

Hee I paid 7.20 for the wwm monthly fund. To save money, I ate lunch at home and wont eat anything later when I go to erhu class later.

This is how I save money.

Nice cendol

Went out today with Wj, Sm to have a vegan lunch, dessert at Yat Ka Yan amd lastpy coffee.

The cendol, though a bit pricey at 4, was gao. They gave alot of gula melaka sugar, red beans, and the green jelly.

Xiaomi 15T pro for G

Yesterday, sneakily I went to buy a xiaomi 15T pro (850) for my sister G. She was very vexed that I spent so much.

Why I decided to splurge on this, because she is going for a surgery soon and she is not sure she could survive it. She kept saying so.

I wish to encourage her to look forward, to put her mind away from the thoughts. And enjoy the phone.

Her old phone video quality was quite bad.

I know if she were to go buy a phone, she would buy the cheapest. Totally understand because she spends alot on her medical fees every month.

This phone was only what little I could think of to brighten her up. I hope she enjoys the phone, the camera etc no matter what happens, it is all up to heaven. 

Live in the now.

Heavy and long menses

This month menses is very abnormal, am I sick? Or just going through peripause?

Need to monitor.

Be prepared for bad news.

Shit I am very bored

Something has been bothering me, I feel very restless. Whether on my working day or non working day, I feel time passed too slowly. Is something wrong with me? 

Wanted to play ps5 the whole day, ended up playing three hours. Then did 300 kettlebell swings, folded clothes, had lunch at the China lady stall and went sheng siong. Back at home before 1pm, played erhu.

YouTube and did some coloring till now, 5.25pm.

Is this the end?

Thinking too much, need to occupy myself. Probably later will do some reading before sleeping.

What lifestyle do I really want?

After reaching FI, I realized I did not think of the life I would want to have.

I just thought I would get a part time job that pays me 1k a month, and with my dividend income of 2k++, I have enough to cover my expenses. Also, I won't feel so disconnected from the work since minimally I will still be working.

Fast forward 2 years from jul 2024, I still struggle to sleep, but not as bad as before. I still do not know how to fill my time. So I took up swimming, erhu (one to one) and guzheng. They can't fill up my days though.

Now my Thursdays and Fridays are off, so I have 4 free days a week to enjoy life.

Going forward, I will go swimming on Friday mornings, guzheng at evening. Then erhu 2.30pm on Saturdays, then go gym on Sunday.

Most of the time, will be spent gaming. I am still playing where wind meet, trying to play it sparingly. Will continue to color and after that, will do my jigsaw puzzle.

Coloring was something I restarted and it is something for me to put my mind off work which could occupy my mind. Have a tendency to ruminate a lot.

Mortgage free

Today when I was woken up by Lily at 4plus am, I checked my phone and was checking my cc bill when I saw that my outstanding loan is gone. 

Yay, a very big relief. Took me 5 years to settle 293k housing loan. LG, hope u received the news up there.