lily eyesight

Lily eyesight is getting worse. Yesterday she peed on kitchen floor. Today after I got back from dinner outing with friends, usually she would follow me to the kitchen.

She didnt, instead she wandered to other rooms. I had to bring the bowl to her nose and get her to follow me, but halfway thru the kitchen, she lost her way again.

Lily, jiayou. Another 10 days and u get ur eyesight back.

no more expensive bag

I recently bought a japanese lacey display bag. It is girly and definitely not for an auntie like me but i could not care less.

My primary purpose was to showcase the demon slayers badges and keychains.

Then i realised i need to give away 3 of my bags as i no longer use them. Mainly because I got myself a 80 bucks carlo rino bag tt is actually quite spacious and had been using it since july till now, 4 months. Rest of my bags just collecting dust.

swimming

I graduated from swimming last thursday under my female coach. I only had 10 lessons under her and she said i alreasy knew how to swim.

Now is only refining and increasing my stamina on my own. 

a sign

I remembered feeling very anxious about the vet 13k bill. then i wrote down my plan to transfer rm to sgd.

the rm was a gift from mum. she gave me 300k rm because she felt tt she did not leave anything for me. so the 300k rm was her gift.

i will use 80k of this to fund lily expenses. i was thinking tt mum will get the 功德. immediately tt night, i dreamt she passed on. 

ys said tt dreaming of living passing, means the person will live long. A q 精神. may the 功德 go to my mum.

think about 13k versus what other lost to scam

getting money anxiety after knowing I need to fork out 13k for lily cataract.

i ruminated over it but i got a plan on how to fund it. convert my idle rm to sgd and pay for it.

compare this to what people have lost 300k for a person I was watching, arising from the takeshi scammer.

those who are battling cancer, kidney failure forking out tens of thousands a month

lily cataract

Today i brought lily to see the eye vet. Initially was already thinking will pay 7k for both eyes. But the bill is 9-13k range. Got to prep to pay and pay.

Strategize to use my rm to change to sgd daily 830sgd for next 2 weeks.

Although i can do nothing but since i am capable of paying for this, i decided to go ahead. Regardless it will be a long term thingy for lily as there will be followups for life after this.

What i didnt do for xb, i 连本带利do for lily. No regrets.

Today vet bill 600

Moving house - no chance

I went to check, based on my current pay of 2800 gross, how much loan could i take. 

Drum roll .... around 148k

How could i afford another flat with 148k. It definitely made me 死心.

Just no way

So dun ever think abt tt