Jialat v free

I played 3hrs of ps5, cooked lunch which was essentially just heating up my chives, drank 2 coffees. And it is only 11.40am.

Yesterday was also the same. 

What I achieved

Listing things I ever wanted to achieve:

- owning a pet dog [i got 2]

- learning to drive

- learning to swim

- own my home [fully paid]

- getting married

- ran 3 marathons

- travelled to some places

- had a career

- ps5

I have alot to be grateful for.

Yesterday I dreamt LG bought something for his ex wife and I were jealous. I cant rem the details but it seemed like he want someone else to take over his tablet. When I woke up, I were confused because I did not make a tablet becos he did not want me to. Anything just go mandai pray.

Lg, 你需要我做什么呢？我不明白。

Oh no v v restless

I am not sure what is going on, I noticed this this week. 

I cannot concentrate and keep want to do something. But I do not know what to do. Need go google this.

In the end, worked on my eliptical for 1hour while youtubing.

I am trying not to play another ps5 game until the zhong kui is out. Meantime, can only read, color, play music or youtube at home. gg slp early

Everything we own except money, will be trash

Bear this in mind, if I were to bonk off from this world today. Everything I own, except money and house, will be trash that is either thrown away or donated away.

Dont accumulate more bags or stuff.

Spend time with family

Today is wed and I am going out with G to bugis.

Life is short, live it.

Lily

No more bags till end of the year

Mum said yesterday she got a feeling Lily will be gone soon. Writing this down to see how it goes.

I think not :) compared to xiaobai, whom I dreamt died, I have not dreamt of Lily dying ... choi

Bags and jewellery are not investment

For the past few weeks, been watching some youtuber talk about this. It hit me abit more when I see people post on youtube, them trying to sell their stuff to survive.

I did not have any designer bags, but I bought 2 marc jacob bags this year. The bags are heavy, yesterday I took the canvas one out for erhu lesson but it irritatingly keep rolling my shorts up. Whether I used it as a shoulder bag or crossbody, my shorts kept getting rolled up. 

Had an impulse to just throw it away but no, I am going to raze it to ashes :)

Feeling blessed that I am in a very blessed position where I am not living paycheck to paycheck and having stresses. 一人吃饱全家温饱。

This probably hit at the right moment since I was very pigued by some bags recently, one is Hermes Geta bag and the other Tocco Hobo bag. The Geta bag cost 9k... while the hobo bag costs 200++. Would I stop going after bags after I get these. So if no, why keep buying only to give them away later.

Save your money. Then spend on what.

As I reflect, I went back to watching luxury bags youtube videos. Mainly to pass time and dont use my brain.

Today, washed clothes, shaved Lily as she is having some rashes, mopped floor, practised erhu at home (did not go for rehearsal due to heavy menses), colored, tidied up my display, am thinking how to optimise my rack for my vinyl plushies.