Xiaomi 15T pro for G

Yesterday, sneakily I went to buy a xiaomi 15T pro (850) for my sister G. She was very vexed that I spent so much.

Why I decided to splurge on this, because she is going for a surgery soon and she is not sure she could survive it. She kept saying so.

I wish to encourage her to look forward, to put her mind away from the thoughts. And enjoy the phone.

Her old phone video quality was quite bad.

I know if she were to go buy a phone, she would buy the cheapest. Totally understand because she spends alot on her medical fees every month.

This phone was only what little I could think of to brighten her up. I hope she enjoys the phone, the camera etc no matter what happens, it is all up to heaven. 

Live in the now.

Heavy and long menses

This month menses is very abnormal, am I sick? Or just going through peripause?

Need to monitor.

Be prepared for bad news.

Shit I am very bored

Something has been bothering me, I feel very restless. Whether on my working day or non working day, I feel time passed too slowly. Is something wrong with me? 

Wanted to play ps5 the whole day, ended up playing three hours. Then did 300 kettlebell swings, folded clothes, had lunch at the China lady stall and went sheng siong. Back at home before 1pm, played erhu.

YouTube and did some coloring till now, 5.25pm.

Is this the end?

Thinking too much, need to occupy myself. Probably later will do some reading before sleeping.

What lifestyle do I really want?

After reaching FI, I realized I did not think of the life I would want to have.

I just thought I would get a part time job that pays me 1k a month, and with my dividend income of 2k++, I have enough to cover my expenses. Also, I won't feel so disconnected from the work since minimally I will still be working.

Fast forward 2 years from jul 2024, I still struggle to sleep, but not as bad as before. I still do not know how to fill my time. So I took up swimming, erhu (one to one) and guzheng. They can't fill up my days though.

Now my Thursdays and Fridays are off, so I have 4 free days a week to enjoy life.

Going forward, I will go swimming on Friday mornings, guzheng at evening. Then erhu 2.30pm on Saturdays, then go gym on Sunday.

Most of the time, will be spent gaming. I am still playing where wind meet, trying to play it sparingly. Will continue to color and after that, will do my jigsaw puzzle.

Coloring was something I restarted and it is something for me to put my mind off work which could occupy my mind. Have a tendency to ruminate a lot.

Mortgage free

Today when I was woken up by Lily at 4plus am, I checked my phone and was checking my cc bill when I saw that my outstanding loan is gone. 

Yay, a very big relief. Took me 5 years to settle 293k housing loan. LG, hope u received the news up there.

Lazy sat

Hmm I realised something, I cannot watch a youtube video without doing something else.

It rained the whole day and I only went out to eat dinner at my fav china lady stall. Oh man, she told me she is moving go Blk 128, that is so far. I would not go there just to eat her stall.

Anyway, I think I will stick to my zcp and thai food and nasi lemak.

For past 2 weeks, I had been eating red bean soup to replenish my iron and protein. Had a v heavy menses for 2 weeks straight, and having lightheadedness and headaches.

Today was playing wwm then I finally used the echo beads to buy an outfit I like. Why i hesitate so long when I could easily spend 100 bucks on food, toys.

This game had kept me company for past 6 months, they should earn some money from me. I told myself i should not exceed 80 bucks. So far, spent 13bucks. 67 more to go.

Bag peace

I think I have reached bag peace with my latest cheap taobao bag, just a few bucks but fit wonders.

When I browse zalora now, I cannot find any bags that can rival it. Real or not?!

So i think i wont be buying any more bags but am thinking of selling my marc jacob tote bag. Am sitting on this in case I regret. It is a white elephant. Cos it is too heavy and when I go out far, I easily get tired due to the sheer weight of it on my shoulders. Maybe when I were younger, I would not mind but now at 43, any extra weight also easily make my knee ache.

Should I sell my marc jacob leather bag? Shall ponder over this if not,  just wear it till it breaks. Maybe I wait for my shoulder pad first and try it out. Dont make hasty decisions.

But recently I got pigued when I see hermes geta bag but it is a whooping 9k..  why would I spend that?