think about 13k versus what other lost to scam

getting money anxiety after knowing I need to fork out 13k for lily cataract.

i ruminated over it but i got a plan on how to fund it. convert my idle rm to sgd and pay for it.

compare this to what people have lost 300k for a person I was watching, arising from the takeshi scammer.

those who are battling cancer, kidney failure forking out tens of thousands a month

lily cataract

Today i brought lily to see the eye vet. Initially was already thinking will pay 7k for both eyes. But the bill is 9-13k range. Got to prep to pay and pay.

Strategize to use my rm to change to sgd daily 830sgd for next 2 weeks.

Although i can do nothing but since i am capable of paying for this, i decided to go ahead. Regardless it will be a long term thingy for lily as there will be followups for life after this.

What i didnt do for xb, i 连本带利do for lily. No regrets.

Today vet bill 600

Moving house - no chance

I went to check, based on my current pay of 2800 gross, how much loan could i take. 

Drum roll .... around 148k

How could i afford another flat with 148k. It definitely made me 死心.

Just no way

So dun ever think abt tt

Mark lee talk show

MBS sand threatre

17 Oct 8pm

I went with G to this show. Got a tix at 48. We set off at 3pm for dinner at olive vines, i ate a salted egg yolk with rice set with cake and a coffee for 13.90. Shiok

Then we walked briefly around marina square. Then we went to MBS.

Walked around and finally got into the threatre. The show was enjoyable, i was engaged for 2hrs. No hp.

Abit of laughter but it was enjoyable.

Hehe this is our 4th show - phantom of the opera, 972 two dramas and this one.

lost another tooth

I couldnt bite anything on my left side for weeks so I arranged for an appt with my dentist on thurs 15 oct.

Long story short, my lower left last 2nd molar tooth had decay and unsalvageable. So extracted it plus my dentist found 3 more cavities. 500 gone on that day.

I am losing my teeth despite me flossing and diligently visiting my dentist every 6 months. My dentist also find it weird.

At the age of 43, I had done 2 dental implants (on lower right), 3 crownings - 2 on lower left and 1 on the right but the right tooth decayed and was removed in Feb 25. 1 vernier.

My dentist suspect could be my saliva density but nothing could be done except to drink more water.

The dental costs are a damper on my money but i do not want to save money and end up losing all my teeth.

Indigestion

suffered indigestion at work, after a lei cha rice and papaya milkshake lunch. ate gaviscon, and 4 antacids.

documenting my indigestion episodes

bored sunday

today is my usual, as in, i bathe and mop floor. after tt, i do not know what to do with myself.

i alternate between youtube, ps5 and playing music. decided to finally play inuyasha song on erhu, woo was bad and just posted the best version out of the 30x videos.