Dream about ys

i dreamt tt me and my mum went to japan, like on a study trip.

then ys suddenly appeared. G then joined me when she heard ys was back. we met at a bookshop and bought a book.

then after we returned home, one of my classmate said tt ys and G argued over something.

i quickly went to find ys, i found him sleeping then i felt so relieved tt he is back and life back to normal. then i cried and tell him to look after his health and dont make me cry like i did the first 2 years. he also looked sad. then i woke up, ir was 4.15am

New Xiaomi vaccuum and one year anni in my job

I bought Xiaomi truclean w30 for $361...this had been staying rental free in my mind for probably 1-2 months and when I saw 9.9 discount, I just whacked it. Passed my old w20 to my mum and I planned to help them vaccuum mop every sat.

This sat, I did not because my sis was sick. Should start next week.

This month marked my 13th month at my stat board job as a temp staff. Maybe it is where I belong? I mean I always count myself very lucky because after doing the 4 jobs in 2025, I come to appreciate my old company.

Job is tough I mean, for a full time position. There were times my boss asked me whether I wish to consider to convert to a contract post but I turned her down because I think I could no longer go back to a 5-day work week after my considering my suboptimal health, the insomnia I had back as a full time AD, the amount of stress could worsen my health and I do not think it is worth it. 有钱没命花🌸 This had been my motto especially after this two month battle with cough and sore throat. I am earning an average 2400 (takehome) and 2000 from my investment. Enough already.

I also want to have time to spend with my family and to pursue my hobbies. Recently I heard one of my IT colleague has cancer. I do not want to live with regrets. Yesterday watched this new YouTuber who is a 52yo lady living in Bangkok and getting diagnosed with stage 4 lung cancer. She is a strong woman, no tears, nothing. It set me reflecting, but no amount of worrying is going to help. When is it my turn?

Already, I feel I am grateful for what I have already. 1 more million, while would make life so much better, is not my goal in life. It was in the past.

I just want to live a happy life and I think I am very blessed to be living it now. Think of the Nepal flood victims, those battling debilitating illnesses.

After I finished my Metophan cough mixture, I see whether I still have the cough. Will need to walk in.

Lily bill

The vet came to check on Lily last friday. I guessed the bill would be 1k and I was right.

poof money fly away but what to do. I do not want to have the same regrets as Xiaobai. 

Maybe she will still be around if I have let the vet check on her regularly. I didnt. 

Xiaobai, I am sorry u suffered in your last few months. I vowed not to let Lily suffer the same fate as u, not if I have the means to do it.

Health

My coughing had not gone away. Is this a sign something deeper is wrong. Maybe I will ask the polyclinic dr on Thurs.

Yesterday I heard news tt one of my IT colleague got cancer. She is around my age. Felt sad.

Life is fleeting, got to cherish and be grateful for what I already have.

If I am in her shoes, I will quit immediately and recuperate at home. But I know she cant afford to lose her job because she has kids and family. They live in an EC. Life is short. Live it now how and whichever way u deem fit.

Maybe I am next...

thought i am back to health but...

Today, went to work without feeling too sick. Still got the cough but it is a dry one than a chesty one. Still manageable.

All was well till after lunch. Had a nice bimbimbap and swee heng bread. Then my tummy started to churn and i found myself wanting to fart. I thought i already shit out everything this morning (suspect the peach caused me to shit and LS this morning). 

So ended up trying to shit but not much came out. Then came the indigestion feeling again, i quickly down one antacid tablet then the pain went away. Towards 6pm, then i felt better. Menses also came.

Haiz health is really wealth. Nothing can beat a healthy body. I rather work than fall sick but recently had fallen sick and still gonna work.

Today, mind also not working well. Didnt do the uat the way i wanted... see things also see funny dates. Anyway haiz hope i can focus tmr. Gg for an early night. Been sleeping at 8 or 9pm or trying to sleep. Beta go slp while i could before my antibiotic run out tmr.

Ys dream

Maybe it is the 7th month and I got a weird dream last night.

i dreamt i was with ys, was even holding his arm very tightly as we walked around, then he pointed out some dark face people who we need avoid or something. so he brought me somewhere then i remembered a photo taking place and then behind it was a room to sing ktv.

interesting, i think we were with a crowd of aunties or something. then he drove me somewhere and asked me to hold on to his specs which were without the glasses.

then towards the end, we walked out of a place then he called out a friend who was lining to get into the place.

when i awoke, i almost forgot the dream but it stayed with me. 

maybe he was showing me where he resides but in my dream, he was happy.

A Q精神, maybe he wanted to show me he is in a good place.

Finally

I have been battling a recurring sore throat since july. Suffered one week of sleepless nights with very bad sore throat (the kind where it stabs whenever u swallow) and coughing (phelgmy).

On friday, I went to ysl clinic and initially the dr still did not want to give me antibiotics despite telling him I had been sick with sore throat and even infected eyes.

Well i was resigned to it as long he could give me something to soothe my sore throat. In the end, he gave me antibiotics eventually.

Today is my 2nd day on it, with other meds, and I am feeling so much better. Fri night the throat was bad but I managed to sleep because of the sleepy cough mixture. But it was still a long sleep after one week of shitty ones. 

Sore throat still abit left, plus occasional coughing.

Damn, this bout tormented me 1.5mths. Haiz, health is really wealth.

I cancelled all my eca, because I could not walk far with coughing like mad.

Today when I went opp to eat my zcp, I felt ok. Thank Heavens.