Then I rejoined as a temporary M who only works 3 days a week. Where can I find such a job :) There were indeed times when I woke up at 3am and cant sleep especially when I was rushing for project. But throughout, I told myself i already did my best. If things went south, I could walk away.
The pressure (mostly from myself to perform) was not as bad as before.
Basically am at a point where I am contented with life but having some health issuses. May menses were abnormally heavy maybe my time is almost up. I hope my home loan is settled before I were to go.
I also want to see if there are opportunities for me to 散财 while I am still around.
If the bad news hit, I will quickly liquidate my stocks holdings and distribute most to my family first, leaving abit for my remaining days. My home will be passed to my sisters. Rite wise, if ah yin around then taoist else a buddhist one will do. I will want to plant my ashes in a field I guess. Guess wont feel so lonely.
