HLF

After decluttering my hubby's stuff, found around 14k cash. Banked and had used the monies to buy Hong Leong Finance.

Why HLF - because i feel that in the high interest env, HLF should remain ok and able to give higher dividend. I will use the 6k hlf dividend to fund the annual donation to charity in his name.

Guqin

I started learning guqin in Jan 23 after my surgery.

Been 10 months. 

Spent 4.2k on guqin, 1.5 + 2.1k on lessons. 

Question is can I continue this when I have no job. Probably can if i go work a temp job. 

Tmr will be the day I tell my supervisor about my wanting to leave. 

2024 marks the 14th year in my company. I remembered the reason I went for this company back in 2010. It was to enable me to buy a house.

I had bought the house, in fact 2 house. But alas he is no longer here.

Past few days were bad. I no longer know what I want to do, eat or watch. With him, at least I will bear with any shlt and grit my teeth through it. Without him, there was no point to bear any longer. This is the main reason for my leaving.... it is to rest, recharge and refresh to a new journey.

I want to try my hands in volunteer work and care for elderly. I dunno whether I could tahan the mess and shlt, but at least it is meaningful work. I can make a difference.

Authentication

Paid 2.8k to be told it is worthless.

Haha, but still since ys treasured it, i shall bring it to the grave with me, as a memento, it is priceless. Ah q jing sheng.

Knowing it is worthless, i have 1 less burden. At least i dont have to realise its value.

LG

I spent last sat cleaning up LG's stuff. He had a lot of old sg notes. I sold Y some because I know she collect old notes.

Rest will try to sell it, else will bank it in. 

Part of it, will use to fund the authentication of his agarwood. Hope it is worth the 2.8k tag.

KC

Buying KC was a game changer. Without it, I would not have dared to think of barista fire. 

All my counters are in the red, except KC.

Going for a disney concert with colleagues

Today is a damn hot sunday. Yesterday and today are hazy too. 

Shaved lily, bathed dogs, swept floor and mopped floor. Had lunch at my cosy coffeeshop opposite my block.

Had mindlessly watched youtube videos and at a point where I dont know what to search for.

Did some decluttering of my hubby's stuff. Those that can be given away, will donate it. Found a little bit of mula, so will donate in his name next death anniversary.

I dreamt of him last night, he was lecturing his ypungest daughter whom was crying. Then next, he intro me to a bald guy that seemed like an artist. He was drawing flowers that looked very real. Happy that he still come visit me in my dreams. Grateful.

I am now on my way to city hall. Go blow some aircon and la some kopi. 

Next feb, I will be jobless. Both looking forward and scared that I will regret my choice but i need some time to recharge.