Security officer

Yesterday, I passed my third basic course needed to be a SO.

Will apply for my pass 14 days later. Maybe I try next wed.

Two more modules to go, before I can join J in our journey.

Even though at the back of my mind, the potential bad news hangs over, I can't do anything about it. If it really is cancer, I can at least try a few jobs and experience. Regardless, my fate is in heaven's hand. I could only control those I can.

Adios.

If it is cancer, what will I do?

If it is cancer, what would I choose to do?

Today happened to chance upon a podcast talking about cancer treatment. Ketogenic diet - helps to starve off the cancer cells.

Something i learnt, but how to put it to practice?

Bad news?

I went for a mamogram 2 weeks ago, and the results were not ideal. Need go for further investigations.

If it turns out to be cancer, I should not despair as I have already lived for 15 more years already. 

Black myth wukong

I started playing at 9.30am till 12 then another hour.

It was difficult, I died countless time. Dying felt like second nature to me, lol.

It was fun. Maybe I should take it easy and dun get too poisoned by it. Intend to spend like 100 hours on it, make the money worth 

Musical

One of my bucket wishlist is to attend a musical. Da-da Phantom of the Opera will be in Singapore May 2025. As I am a UOB card holder and also klook, I used klook to buy a 29 May musical at A reserve region.

Tickets have 20% discount, and me with G bought our tickets at 138.

Yay, something to look forward to next year.

With this, I had done 2 - running marathons and musical.

Some other bucket list - solo trips. Earn my keep as a Part time florist, part time packer, part time security guard.

Uploading products from my florist course

Florist course

Finished bouquet, it was quite hard...ths trainer helped me to adjust the shape.

Also, i held the stems while doing spiralling, too hard. Ended up alot of stems snapped. It was fun. Tmr would be another full day course. 

Need practice man.

Security course

Yay I just completed a security module. 4 more to go. Today is a floristry course.

If I could, would like to try out for a part time job as a florist, cum security officer.

I have my courses arranged till mid nov. Still have one more to schedule.

Hopefully it works out. Meantime still enjoying my break.

I completed my PS5 game. Am thinking if I should buy black myth wukong to try.

Maybe can see after I completed my security module?

Old dbz and sailormoon cards

I just sold another 9 dbz cards. Yay 40 bucks, gave a 5 bucks discount.

Earlier sold alot of my dbz to another guy for 80 bucks.

Sold 4 sailormoon cards for 20.

Altogether collect 140. Well the cards would just become trash eventually, so decided to sell to those who loves them.

知足

I had lunch with ex colleagues today. Most of them were lamenting about the new HOD, good and bad points.

I only lent a listening ear cos can't really chip in. Anyway after that, sang some songs and I left to go century sq buy a labubu blind box. The pastry series is sold out, so left the yoga series. Tried to get the lightest but got a confident pose one instead. Was aiming for the sleeping one.

Anyway saw a carousel saying can trade for sleeping one. Not sure if they are serious or not. Anyway no harm done. Friday will go with G to buy some.

Tmr is my first security module. Next Tues and Wed has the floristry arrangement.

Upon reaching home, started watching YouTube. Then I started watching the coffin hk squatters and gradually it auto played to hk poverty videos. Also watched chen han wei clean house series.

Some reflections - I am really blessed to own a home. I saw people living in less than 100 SQ feet areas. At least if I die, I die in my wide house. I really don't have much complaints. If I go, I go with no regrets.

Some thoughts - the future is abit bleak with impending war in middle east. Oil price is shooting up, inflation will likely kick in. Will Fed continue to lower the interest after this recent round.

You only have today,  好好活着，改天跟他分享你这几年的生活有趣事。

Another new month

I had a dream last week of me marrying my hubby, but we quarrelled over something. Anyway it could be a sign that I would die, according to 周公解梦。

Being pondering over stuff since my barista FI. Is there something I want to do? After much thought, I arrived at the answer "no". I always thought if I were given a death sentence today, of a few days or months, how would I pass my days? 

Amazingly, I would continue to do what I do now. Spend more time with family and friends. 我可以心安理得地走。No regrets.

Going for a mammogram this sat, hope things are ok. But if not, just prepare for the worst. My only concern would be leaving my 2 elderly dogs behind, for my family to take care.

Meantime, continue to live today as if there is no tmr.

This month, starting thursday, would embark on my courses.