Relieved

Yesterday I got a call enroute to city hall mrt. CGH called to inform my test results were not cancer. I was so relieved.... I thought the results would be out in two weeks. So these past few days, I were considering going to Macau casinos for one round.

Woah, Macau is very expensive. One hotel room is easily 150sgd. Was researching abit and almost gabe up on Macau. Thought to myself, I should just go mbs once in my life and pay the 150 levy. Damage would be lower.

I went to City Hall to meet J for a Jacky Cheung music event. Had dinner at Aston. Went to see abit of the cosplayers. Then had a small cuppa of coffee at a tiny cafe besides the art house.

Before that, I bought 2 skullpanda blind boxes and though I didn't get what I wanted, ingot two not bad looking ones. Grateful.

感恩大神们的保佑，还有老公的保佑。我继续积德福的。

Cgh procedure

Today went for the biopsy for my breasts at CGH. Results would be out in 2 weeks.

Prepare for the worst.

Don't be a burden to anyone.

Remember what you need to do if it is cancer.

Beat Black myth wukong

As proof, i append the menu page of the game with Enter a New Cycle.

Woohoo this was something I thought i couldnt do. Well if not for the many youtube strategies and gamers playing thru the whole game, i doubt i could complete.

One thing off my bucket list.

I beat all bosses.

I asked my sister to buy this game, along with tale of arise, star ocean around mid or end Sept. Cos the middle east was in chaos, and if ww3 is around the corner, why not since I was very interested in the game. I actually saw 2 gamers play the whole game.

Initially I thought I would not be able to beat the wondering wright or datou. But I did, after dying 20times at least. I also died countless time on the first boss guangzhi.

After that, I did not have major issue until the nobleman boss. I was stuck for more than 3 days. Think have died at least 40x. Then after that, still died some times at bosses, but didnt get stuck.

The next boss I had problem with, is tiger vanguard. So I went to kill stone vanguard and other bosses and get pluck of many. I can't rem how I killed it but I did. I was using smash stance until Fuban when I changed to trust stance. Yellow sage was hard too but I got thru with wind tamer.

Subsequent bosses were ok cos I could find how others beat them and copied their strategies. The only ones I can't, was Yin tiger and yellow long. Had trouble with cyan and black loong. I had to use my own tweak strategy.

Erlang shen and the stone monkeys and great sage broken shell, I also copied the strategies which worked. 

The great sage broken shell phase 2 - I did it my own way :)

Phew I didn't waste the 81 bucks paid to buy this game. But felt satisfied. Won't be touching PS5 for a few days. Had been obsessed, thinking about the game day and night. It kept me very occupied for 2 months.

Clap clap

Cgh postponed

The cgh procedure was postponed because I was quite sick with flu. Am better but still have alot of phelgm.

If I have cancer, i will decide to liquidate my shares and park some monies with my sisters. Then I go and make donations to some worthy cause.

I wont pay off my loan since if I passed in, my hdp can cover my outstanding loan, leaving my cpf monies for my sisters.

Other than the above, dont think i would change anything. What are my options and claims etc. 

A thought struck me, i would like to go macau casino for once. And hong kong cheung island - i am not sure why but maybe because it is accessible by train.

Life is short, live it. There is nothing major i need to achieve anymore because 我看破了. Doesnt really matter, what matters is you enjoy it.

够用就好。

You only can sleep in 1 bed, eat with one stomach. You have food, shelter, water and access to medical. There are people in this world who are sick, and have nothing. Cherish what you have.

CGH

Went to do another round of mammogram plus plenty of rounds of ultrasound on my breasts at CGH today. Found lumps that don't look normal or cancerous. Going to do biopsy next Monday. Well, such is life. If I tio caner, I decided to quickly encash my stocks and pass the monies to my sister's, leaving some for my remaining life.

Some of it would go to charity while I am still alive. My cpf would go to my sisters, same for hdb. 

Die with zero.

I can 心安理得 走。

4d3n with sis and her friend

I just came back from a 4D3N trip to Ipoh with Y and her friend.

I planned this trip with her friend giving some inputs. New to me, were going to the premium outlet (where I bought my carlo rino blue bag), drank coach coffee and bought puma tops. 

We walked to hotel excelsior there to massage our foot. Woah, it was painful. Now still hurts to touch certain parts of my feet.

Did more shopping at Ipoh parade.

Ate the famous curry mee, not to my taste. I think my taste buds are all the low class kinds. 

Hotel was bad but picked it for the location.