My non existential career

I just completed my training to be an aviation officer. The training was eight days and not easy. If too confident, or careless, could easily fail the tests.

Next week will have 4 days of ojt and if I passed, I would be on my own.

I see half of my class to be elderly and half young. The young ones are just tiding through the period and still looking on for other jobs. The other end are people who are elderly and have to work to feed themselves.

I began to think what do I really want? Three days flexi and choosing when to work forever or another full time career. Problem is I don't think I have the drive to climb the corporate ladder. Felt tired easily. If I have kidney failure, I think I can still do flexi work though it would be difficult. Ushering, security and aviation.

I should try to toggle this till the day I die. No regrets, you chose this path.