Friends after secondary school

I have 2 sec school friends, and i guess one more I made at work.

After I left, only J kept in touch with me because we were exercise buddies. I wonder if I did not maintain the gym membership, will we still be friends?

Gg on my 2nd trip overseas with J. Enjoy everyday, U dunno if it is your last.

没有欲望，平常心对待。老公，我会带着您去Kl的。

Xiaobai dream

Dreamt xiaobai was alive, she looks more like a Pomeranian than a jap Spitz. We were playing around then suddenly she seemed to become very weak and she died again. I cried when she died but then I suddenly recalled she was already dead sland woke up sitting up.

Told my sis and mum, they felt I must be feeling very guilty about not taking care of her well. I look at other people dog and they look so happy, but I look at xiaobai and lily, they looked bad. Why?!!! Initially I was very tempted to get another pet, but I feelni cannot even take care of myself, so I do not want to cause more suffering to any pets.

My health is not good, am having issue with my butthole. Haiz maybe I won't have much time left so just enjoy ba.

FIRE income

My FIRE income is 2k, not able to fully cover my expenses which is 3k a month. Tracked my expenses since Jul 2024, so I can safely say my expenses is this range taking into consideration donations, travels, dental etc.

I still took the plunge and quit. Now back to my stat board as a temp staff, I earn around 2k a month so still can save 1k per month.

My temp stint will end in Aug 2026, after that I will join Uniqlo.

My security job dried up, quit my airport job, quit my museum job.... So no other part time jobs liao. Maybe is also ok, since I am working 3 days a week which is just nice.

Monday will double check with my supervisor if Aug will end so I can find a job nearing Aug.

YS

It has been a long time since I dreamt of him. I remembered we went to a seminar like place and I was singled out by a lady whom said I got 0 income. Then I said though my income is low, my assets are alot. 

Although I cant rem what he said to me, he was beside me. 

I guess he could be telling me to be careful of my monies. I am always careful. Have activated money lock.

Butthole

My butthole had been feeling weird, there is pressure at my butthole when sitting down.

Today finally decided to go let a female doc dig it, cos I touched and there was nothing. I looked and cant see anything.

If it does not improve, will have to be referred to a colon specialist.

Sold keppel and bought Mapletree Industrial Trust

Eating my words abit. I am quite against reits but today I bought 45k MIT at 2.10.

This cam after selling my remaining 12k Keppel for 10.73. 

I wanted anstock that can give me decent dividends. I looked at comfortdelgro but it's core biz is challenged. Parkway reit is 4+ but dividend is only 10 cents. 

So in the end, settled for MIT because if the interest rate falls, REITs will benefit. But am afraid it will issue rights when I am cash strapped. Hope it does not.

Grateful for

I have done the following:

- a fully paid up flat

- ever had cars

- 养过狗狗

- ran 3 marathons

- can FIRE

- travelled to some countries

- 2 cruises

- ever had a career (promoted.twice)

- learnt to swim

- erhu, guzheng, guqin

some bucket list

- solo travel

Dreamt about LG

Had a weird dream. Was thinking about LG recently.

Dreamt we went to a temple then he din feel well. I called ambulance and was massaging his back. Then when the ambulance came, his LS came out. Then cut into next scene, there was a bearded guy whom I was sweeping the floor (dunno why, am I a roadsweeper?) with, told me he is gone. Funnily I did not cry in my dream. Maybe I accepted.

My bucket list

What is my bucket list?

- staycation at a five star hotel

- visit MBS casino

- High class pub?

- Atas restaurant (still can eat?)

- Dye hair blue? (still got hair?)

- Hong kong once more (still can fly?)

Bag peace

Have been buying bags the past 2025.

Bought carlo rino bag for birthday which I sold off shortly after I bought my braun buffel bag. Then when I went penang, i bought uniqlo green tote bag, and then ordered thru lazarda a men sling bag. When in genting, bought a men tote bag for work. Lastly bought a stripe tote bag. 6 bags

Will I have bag peace?

Am always looking for something to buy...

Went out with wj

Started the day ps5ing then I went out to meet wj at 1pm. I was so hungry that i ate auntie ann cheese nuggets before meeting her. It was quite nice.

Ate sphagethi and a blended capuncino at secret receipe. Then decided to go kampong glam which is at lavender. Walked to see 2 mosques. Ate a zam zam murtabak so very full.

Yesterday was really filling.