Monday, September 26, 2022

Let go

Crying daily. Feel his absence still.

Dunno how to move on.

Tried to bury myself in work, but it can only distract me. After work and when I am alone, the mind wonder back the past. 

Realised not much happy memories since covid. Cooped up in sg because of covid. 

When he was around, i find myself wanting to escape my home. Overwhelmed by work....

Now he is not around, i still find myself wanting to escape my home. Because reminds me of him.

Everyday I feel like throwing in resignation letter. Too tired. Need a break...to ponder what do I want to do with my life.

2 more months and i can rest. Have a scheduled surgery on 6 Dec. Will be on mc after that.

Take one day at a time. Take one thing at a time.

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