Sold

Today was national day. Initial plans was to drive to fetch mum to temple and then go visit G in hospital.

Morning started as usual, watching youtubes and then I began watching the videos on 2nd hand car... this once again ignited my desire to sell my car.

I got this coe camry car last year around june because he wanted a car. He was feeling better and was not able to go anywhere. We bought the coe car at ubi. 

He passed on in August. For the past one year, I tried to drive the car. Went for at least 15 car refresher lessons. 

Started to drive the car. Only went onto highways in Nov. Every week, I forced myself to drive at least once. 

Today, I decided to ask how much the buyer could offer. I asked 50k (this was the valuation of my car in nov) and buyer offered 48k. They came early to look at my car, and deal was sealed 47.5k. My car had 5 more years of coe. I were ok. Finally when tmr comes, I can relieve myself of the pains and fears of driving. Car was too big and I could hardly handle it. 

I felt sorry that I could not keep the promise to zhu shi, that I would not sell the car. But I tried my best for past 1 year, and I could not overcome my fears.

Donated 1k to qing long ye medical fund in his name. Something I promised to do a yearly affair.