I realised my mortality - everyone will die.
I wanted a break after his death last year because I do not know how to move on. I have used work to keep me busy but work also presented me with many issues that gave me anxiety and depressive thoughts and sleepless nights.
I told 2 colleagues that I would be leaving but they asked me to reconsider.
Work no longer bring me joy and fulfillment. No energy to enjoy life and smell flowers. My life continued to be centered on worries on work.
I feel sick thinking about work and is this how it will be till the flame of my life flickers out.
Last year Ys was not happy that I got worked out over my job. Till this day, my work continued to stress me.
I needed to talk to my sup soon so we could arrange things. Maybe in sep, I will bring up this...
I may regret this decision but who knows.
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