Should I begin no spend challenge starting July

I realised i have a shopping addiction of some sorts. I would always be thinming what is next. Just like how I was thinking of buying the xiaomi pad for 1 mth, after I bought the pad, i found myself thinking of phone.....

Yesterday went and bought 2 pieces of clothing.

If this goes on, i wont be able to barista fire. I guess it is because i am feeling very empty everyday.

Even with the pad, with the markers, with the clothing, my heart had a big void that my hubby left behind...

This void cant be filled and the ever feeling of meaninglessness in life. 

I just have to accept this void and embrace it.

After my resignation, i will try to track all my expenses and see if they would go down. Trying to keep within 2k a month.