Managed to find a bright orangy shirt for Lg. Bought another 2 pieces. Next time just go bedok to buy.
I got triggered by woke salaryman newest post about a man over inflating his life only to lose his job.
This triggered me cos i thought back to 2020 when covid happens. We downgraded our house from 5 room hdb to a 4 room hdb. Actually i just casually tell him that to look for a higher floor one so cockroach incident. We never thought to upgrade our dwelling because i think i was the only sole breadwinner, and we bought bedok accidentally. I remembered that time where I had to hug lily and out her on my lap as people come and view our flat. It was 1442sqft.
I still have a 263k housing loan outstanding. Come july, i would have resigned. My cpf would be able to pay for the loan. I intend to use cpf to pay for my 1.5% interest rate loan for another 2 years until 2026.
After that, have to see if it make sense to refinance but with no income, i doubt i could get my house refinanced. Have to see if the interest rates are high. If it is high, likely i just had to sell my singtel shares and pay off the outstanding ~240k using cpf and some cash (maybe from my seatrium).
I must learn to be content with what I have. A roof over my head for me and doggies. He can come visit me in dreams.
Live a simple life and go without a trace.
Going to declutter stuff. Mainly his remaining clothes and my wedding dress. I think it is time to let go.
Thinking of letting go of the stools and some wooden chairs that made it very hard to enter the storeroom.
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