Feeling emotional today

As I count down to my last day at my company, I felt very emotional. Tearing up, I am not sure why I am crying. Is it because I will miss my colleagues. I know they don't miss me.

Is it because I will miss my pay? I have enough already.

Is it because of my ego, I lose my identity because work is a big part of my life all my life, and I will be a nobody? 我看的很开，没有人是很重要的。In life, everyone is focused on themselves, nobody cares. Ask yourself, do you care about your colleagues - I don't give a damn.

Then why am I sad? 放下才能够得到平静，安乐，真正的快乐。

You are just scared. Be brave and soldier on.