Fast forward today, I tendered my resignation.
Why? I remembered I was quite excited to work at this job. But months into the job, I started to feel the dread. It worsened each time I went to work.
The dread of complaints, scolding from customers or even team leader etc made me fear going to work. I even tio IBS once when I worked. I thought I wont make it that day but I managed somehow.
The dread would start days before my shift. It didn't lessen.
This job made me realised how strenuous these jobs are. I developed a new kind of admiration for the workers and I truly pei Fu those seniors doing this job. But I cant handle it.
I last worked in sept for 1 day. I couldnt bring myself to work anymore.
Finally this came to a stop.
I will focus on my current stat board job and occasional concert job. Being fatigued for quite a while.
After next year, I would try Uniqlo. Maybe need to put on makeup.
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