Resignation

Yesterday, I told my boss that I intended to leave early July. She wanted me to stay longer till sept, but I told her I might not be able to last till Sept mentally. Because the reason I could still move, is that I told myself this will end soon. This was what kept me going till now since my hubby's death. In the end, settled that I would tender end May and leave end July. Final.

Though I might regret quitting my nice paycheck, I would also quit the dread and anxiety that kept me awake. Would I be happy? I am not happy already so what makes me think doing the same thing would make me happy.

I believe i have enough to last my likely short life. It is finally time to unwind. I never could after I started working in 2006. 18 years....how long more would I have.

I am quitting so that i can move on to another phase - semi retirement and part time employment. So that i have time to spend with my family and still have something engaging for the mind.

Dont waver. LG definitely would support you if he knew about it. I also dreamt of my resignation - it is a sign from heavens.