Today I went to F's father wake at jurong west in the morning. Initially contemplated to take the mrt at 9am, but as we all know, in the end, I dilly-dally abit and so decided to grab there instead.
It had been 2 years since I saw F. She is my JC friend - only one that I kept in touch. After my hubby's death, I met her for lunch.
She looked ok, accepting her father's death. Such a strong woman - I wish i could do that with hubby. I need to move on bravely alone. Jiayou, you only got yourself.
She has a child, and we did some catching up - me sharing my resignation, where i lived etc. But as her child was ranning around and we chatted 1.5hr, I decided to leave so she could tend to her kid.
I could still remember how that fateful day began. Haiz if I have known, I would drop everything and go travel to China but the world then had not opened up. This is one of the regrets that I would have. See how it goes - can see if can join tour group when going to china.
Life is short - one day you are here, next instant, you can be gone. Cherish those in front of you. Leave no regrets.
If I were to die today, I have no regrets - in the sense that there is nothing I MUST do in this life. I can go in peace knowing G, Y can take care of mum very well. My only worry would be xiaobai and lily.
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