I still remember the scenes of my last day like it was 1 or 2 months ago.
I started finding part time jobs to pass time in late dec, and it is almost 3 months. The days pass very slowly, but the month passed very quickly. In 4 months, it will be 1 year. Nobody missed me at work.
Nobody is indispensable no matter who tells you otherwise. As Sadhguru says, today u varnish, there is no impact to the world.
Earned on average 500 bucks per month. Am I happy? Yes. I can sleep better. Previously I would wake up 3am and cannot sleep. Now i wake up naturally at 7am plus.
My weight is down to 60.4kg, I lost 10kg. Was heaviest at 70kg in Jan 2024. Maybe the cortisol level makes it difficult for me to lose weight all these while.
Appetite on and off. Today appetite comes back.
Am not sure whether I can live for how long more. Cherish everyday and treat as experiences.
As I looked back, I have forgotten alot of my memories of my previous travels. I am afraid I would forget him someday. I hope this day does not come.
Gain as much experiences whether good or bad, and you can share them with him when you meet again.
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