Lily bill

The vet came to check on Lily last friday. I guessed the bill would be 1k and I was right.

poof money fly away but what to do. I do not want to have the same regrets as Xiaobai. 

Maybe she will still be around if I have let the vet check on her regularly. I didnt. 

Xiaobai, I am sorry u suffered in your last few months. I vowed not to let Lily suffer the same fate as u, not if I have the means to do it.

Health

My coughing had not gone away. Is this a sign something deeper is wrong. Maybe I will ask the polyclinic dr on Thurs.

Yesterday I heard news tt one of my IT colleague got cancer. She is around my age. Felt sad.

Life is fleeting, got to cherish and be grateful for what I already have.

If I am in her shoes, I will quit immediately and recuperate at home. But I know she cant afford to lose her job because she has kids and family. They live in an EC. Life is short. Live it now how and whichever way u deem fit.

Maybe I am next...

thought i am back to health but...

Today, went to work without feeling too sick. Still got the cough but it is a dry one than a chesty one. Still manageable.

All was well till after lunch. Had a nice bimbimbap and swee heng bread. Then my tummy started to churn and i found myself wanting to fart. I thought i already shit out everything this morning (suspect the peach caused me to shit and LS this morning). 

So ended up trying to shit but not much came out. Then came the indigestion feeling again, i quickly down one antacid tablet then the pain went away. Towards 6pm, then i felt better. Menses also came.

Haiz health is really wealth. Nothing can beat a healthy body. I rather work than fall sick but recently had fallen sick and still gonna work.

Today, mind also not working well. Didnt do the uat the way i wanted... see things also see funny dates. Anyway haiz hope i can focus tmr. Gg for an early night. Been sleeping at 8 or 9pm or trying to sleep. Beta go slp while i could before my antibiotic run out tmr.

Ys dream

Maybe it is the 7th month and I got a weird dream last night.

i dreamt i was with ys, was even holding his arm very tightly as we walked around, then he pointed out some dark face people who we need avoid or something. so he brought me somewhere then i remembered a photo taking place and then behind it was a room to sing ktv.

interesting, i think we were with a crowd of aunties or something. then he drove me somewhere and asked me to hold on to his specs which were without the glasses.

then towards the end, we walked out of a place then he called out a friend who was lining to get into the place.

when i awoke, i almost forgot the dream but it stayed with me. 

maybe he was showing me where he resides but in my dream, he was happy.

A Q精神, maybe he wanted to show me he is in a good place.

Finally

I have been battling a recurring sore throat since july. Suffered one week of sleepless nights with very bad sore throat (the kind where it stabs whenever u swallow) and coughing (phelgmy).

On friday, I went to ysl clinic and initially the dr still did not want to give me antibiotics despite telling him I had been sick with sore throat and even infected eyes.

Well i was resigned to it as long he could give me something to soothe my sore throat. In the end, he gave me antibiotics eventually.

Today is my 2nd day on it, with other meds, and I am feeling so much better. Fri night the throat was bad but I managed to sleep because of the sleepy cough mixture. But it was still a long sleep after one week of shitty ones. 

Sore throat still abit left, plus occasional coughing.

Damn, this bout tormented me 1.5mths. Haiz, health is really wealth.

I cancelled all my eca, because I could not walk far with coughing like mad.

Today when I went opp to eat my zcp, I felt ok. Thank Heavens.

Neuflo

This tablet is so good. I have a very bad sore throat last night and the pain was worsening, making it difficult to sleep. I didnt sleep until 2am because of my worsening sore throat and blocked nose.

Luckily I went to check my meds and I still have some leftover neuflo and ztec. Ate them and the sore throat pain went away but my nose remained blocked.

But i managed to drift off to sleep at 2am cos was sick and really tired.

Woke up at 6am plus and quickly downed fumicil, clarinase. Downed a neuflo tablet after lunch after i felt my sore throat pain coming back.

I quickly ordered neuflo online and my dog toothpaste.

For cough mixture, i still had some left so can take it later.

Sick again and using my old vaccuum again

2 days ago I started using the vaccuum function of my old vaccuum. Was using the mop function only.

Now loving it, will use it going forward.

Sick again as my cough and throat came back. Hasnt even recovered and it came back. Today missed my erhu lesson 65 bucks fly away