I decided to jot down some of her behaviors that could seriously break you sometimes. And some lovely ones I missed.
Loves
- when I look out of my window in living room, she would want me to carry her to look too with me
- when i play erhu, she would stay at the barricade near my door
- she watches me wash the toilet she dirtied every morning
- she rushed to the kitchen when I step into the house thinking it is meal time
- she licked me all over when in my lap
Unloves
- she loves eating shit even if it is LS because of this, i dont really let her lick me (developed ocd....because of her in a way)
- she made a mess of the toilet everyday and I pity Lily who always have to endure the dirtiness (she started eating Lily shit...)
- the mattress they slept in, get dirtied the first half day so bad sometimes I got to take it away
- sometimes she puke out the shit cos is too much and she like to do it on her bed....
- sometimes she drinks so much water, she puke out her breakfast
- she dont love toys or clothes
Not sure how long I have, but documenting these so I never forgets her. Food and shit are her loves.
I felt guilty for what I didnot do for her but I need to focus on Lily whom I neglected for a few months.
She is having some sneezes and skin problems.
Ys is not alone now, they are up there in heavens.
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