Aimless

I have almost ran out of youtube videos to watch.

Today having my 2nd heavy menses in Aug, feeling v tired but also restless. Later got to take my meds.

I wish to be productive but at the same time, everything seem pointless.

I focus on one thing at a time. Yesterday was my first swim lesson since 15 years ago. Nostalgic. I still remembered I was very diligent to go swim every alternate day when I was at 养虫公司. Then i found my breast lump issues.

LG had given me 15 years, I am grateful. If i go today, I dont have alot of regrets. 

Today stuck at home because of my period. Scared it leaked. Simon delivered my chairs, which I bought from taobao.... the armchair is too plastic, it wont last long as plastic will crack. Oh well, I will just have to use it.

Picked up ff16 again, getting into the vibes again. Tmr will be my first say back to my ex company, jiayou le.