Saturday, August 9, 2025

Getting lazy

Is it burnout or pure laziness?

I have not worked a day since 30 jul, last was ASM.

Been staying home or going out when bored to stakeout popmart.

Keep delaying bathing dogs or sweeping and mopping floors. Not a good sign.

Can't sleep at night. I believe is all the inactivity. Tonight should go running. 

Tmr go gym with Jenn.

I feel very scared of even working at airport. I dunno, this has been worsening and I get very worried before every job. I still need 26 hours but I can't bring myself to work. Haiz....hasnt worked one day in August. Not a good sign. 

I believe I am running away from my problems - packed the determination to see it through. I should try to see if I can work on wed and Thurs...
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