Hdb floor leak?

Today I woke up 5am plus so that i can prep the dogs - which mean feeding them and letting them pee and poo. I have to go outside then xiaobai will go and do that. So i did all this before 8am then put them in my room while I wait for the hdb officer to come. 

He was delayed, he came 10.45am (1h45min late) anyway he settled everything by 12.20pm. 

Then i cleaned my room and fell asleep watching yt. Woke up still feeling v tired so i exercised 1hr on the elliptical. Made my maggie mee plus rice plus fang shu ye mixture...

Then decided to write down some thoughts. I think I am developing a phobia for my airport work, I cant bring myself to go do the jobs even though I have all the time. 

I am definitely avoiding but i still need to clear 26hours more. I have to start small, haiz i think i am frightened by all the red taming and unpleasant customer experience but I must not let fear dictate my life. I forgot that 99.9 of the customers are good. 

Slowly but surely, I will pick up the momentum.