Been in a shopping mood

Is it the stress or boredom? I found myself shopping for shoes, clothes and bags...bought 2 pairs of skecher shoes and bought 2 uniqloo tee shirts.

I realised the problem lies with me, no matter what job I take on, I feel stressed. I need to learn to let go and ask myself to f off. 

In the past, I thought it was my govt job that gave me insomnia and ulitmately burnout. Then in the past 1 year, I kind of feel stressed out in mu usher job, airport job. Except for the event one which I am abit heck care.

Now that I am back to my govt job, albeit a contract temp job, I am starting to feel the stress just 6 days into the role.

No matter which job I take, I can never shake off the stress because it is my thinking that makes it worse. Worrying or stressing wont change a damn thing. Am trying to let go. Tmr may never come. Remember that you may not be here tmr. Live your day as if it is your last with no regrets.